This song has been strolling around around and around in my head non stop.. ughh and Yes i’m tired of all the bullshit its soo stupid how one day I see all the fucked up part about it and the rest of the days I forget about it. No, thats its i’m tired and over it.  I cannot keep thinking about what ifs I cannot be thinking time will tell you. So here I go, that’s it i’m done no more games, no more answers, no more anything we are two people with our lives ahead of us and if I could I would cut you off completely.  I can say that I dislike you but i have to like you this is so fucken stupid. This whole song pretty much summarizes my current mood. 

I’m so tired of the stupid games you play. 
If I sat outside would you come watch me wait? 
If I had a gun and shot it at your face, 
would you promise not to get out of the way? 

If you happen to be able to avoid 
My first attack, I’ll put a knife against your throat 
and cut an inch for every time I lost my self-control 
and you made me do the things I did at night when I got home

But I thought you’d change, but I realize that today, today

Evelyn, I know you lied. But I’ll tell you that I’m alive for the first time 
and I’m begging you to leave here now. I’m begging you to stay away from me. 
I know you lied. I’ll tell you that I’m alive for the first time 
and I’m begging you to leave here now. I’m begging you to die painfully. 

So painfully…

So this brings us to the backup of my plan. 
Maybe I’ll just have to strangle you with my bare hands. 
Then you’ll have to adhere to my demands 
and occupy a shallow grave, as shallow as you are. 

But I thought they’d change but things just stayed the same, the same

Evelyn, I know you lied. But I’ll tell you that I’m alive for the first time 
and I’m begging you to leave here now. I’m begging you to stay away from me. 
I know you lied. But I’ll tell you that I’m alive for the first time 
and I’m begging you to leave here now. I’m begging you to die…

Sometimes content leads, leads to stagnant and stagnant leads to contempt. 
Contempt leads to the present.


But I thought you’d change, but things just stayed the same, the same

Evelyn, I know you lied. But I’ll tell you that I’m alive for the first time 
and I’m begging you to leave here now. I’m begging you to stay away from me. 
I know you lied. But I’ll tell you that I’m alive for the first time 
and I’m begging you to leave here now. I’m begging you to die…

Evelyn, I know you lied. But I’ll tell you that I’m alive for the first time 
and I’m begging you to leave here now. I’m begging you to stay away from me. 
I know you lied. But I’ll tell you that I’m alive for the first time 
and I’m begging you to leave here now. I’m begging you to stay away from me.