March 2010
2 posts
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Yesterday was my little rain of sunshine’s Birthday!! awww.. she’s already a year old. And well all i gotta say is yesterday was a nice change and it felt good =/
They're Not Horses They're Unicorns...
Bayside Bayside Bayside I seriously do not know what i would do without your music… Every mood i’m in no matter what you have a song to describe it to the fullest.
You’re pulling out your teeth And I’m the Novocaine you pump in your cheek. That’s why I’m still around, You’ve got blood running down your chin. But you suffered peacefully (suffered peacefully)...
February 2010
3 posts
Existing In A Crisis
This song has been strolling around around and around in my head non stop.. ughh and Yes i’m tired of all the bullshit its soo stupid how one day I see all the fucked up part about it and the rest of the days I forget about it. No, thats its i’m tired and over it. I cannot keep thinking about what ifs I cannot be thinking time will tell you. So here I go, that’s it i’m...
Boys Boys Boys...
CAN BE PRETTY USELESS!! =) Real Talk Ha.
January 2010
2 posts
“We cannot be sure of having something to live for unless we are willing to die...”
Beyond Inspired...
So last week I went to the Where is the band tour, and oh my gahhd it was just amazing. It was Anthony Raneri from Bayside, Chris Connely From Saves The Day, Matt Pryor from Get Up Kids, and Dustin Kensrue from Thrice. All four played individual acoustic sets and they were so awesome. So one of the things that I’m going to do this year is learn to play the acoustic guitar and harmonica....
December 2009
1 post
New Concept...
So since I’m pretty online more than anything now a days I figured that I’m going to use my Tumblr as my list. So I don’t know if you know but there’s a show that’s about to start on MTV about 4 guys or something that made a list of 100 things to do before they die and well I’m definitely gonna do it. Maybe not 100 but I’m gonna start at 50 and well...
November 2009
12 posts
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Today, no joke has been one of the laziest days of my life. I’ve had a pretty long but amazing weekend. I left to San Francisco on Wednesday morning made a pit stop in Oxnard to drop my lovely with her daddy then off we went to San Francisco, we pretty much saw everything, chilled and went to some bars up there, hit up downtown and that good stuff. All in all it was a really good trip I...
Loveless....
Ughh… I’m soo annoyed right now. Its pretty much one of those days in which I realized why I hate you so damn much well dislike you oh so very much. It angers me that I cannot hate you. It angers me that 90% of the time I block out every bad thing that you’ve done to me; but today my dear is of those days in which I recall and think back about every fucked up thing that you...
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe
The Fiction I Live....
So my previous post is kinda intense no? ha. Well its true though. I wish I was stronger to just go up to the person and be like fuck shut up and just kiss me. But I’m not so i guess I’ll always be the one that is left to wonder. Today waking up was an amazing feelin actually my lil Hailey slept oh so good last night. It was quite amazing if I may add. I pretty much just woke up...
“When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so...”
Carry On....
” Don’t Confuse Neediness For Love”
Thats excatly what I think that I’m doing right now. And Ughh I hate it. Its this weird toll that life, that my emotions take that they just give in. I let my guard down and for what so that the next day it goes unnoticed. I hate it its so stupid of me to even think that it might just be again. I just want to drive far far away and...
“Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is...”
I Think I'll Be OK
So guess what?? I like you. Yeah YOU. Well in honesty I don’t think I even stopped caring for you and I’m pretty sure that you know that already. Its just that last night I was just laying and man I couldn’t stop thinking about you. All I thought of was all of our good times, our random talks, random trips, EVERYTHING. Sheeeesh you are just one sneaky mo fucker haha cause you...
“My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my...”
Walking Wounded...
So here it is I moved from LiveJournal to BlogSpot now to tumblr cause well to be honest I don’t know. haha i guess i’m just a blog whore. haha
So here we are Nov. 2 2009 and I’m listening to Bayside and some A Day To Remember.
And all i can say is WOW! Those two bands put together can tell you my whole life story NO JOKE there’s just so much that is said through...